You don't go around feeling bad forever after something is done...you ask for an apology and try to make amends, you don't beg for punishment. You should know this. I have been forgiven. I've been through all the right motions...but it's just that i feel unworthy to be forgiven so easily.
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which I can assure you that you have not. Well that's releiving...though I could speculate that I HAVE deserved it at some time or another lol. It's a scary thing to confront I am sure lol.
if fact, people that subject others to such bullshit really piss me off in ways that I have yet to successfully articulate. I think that you have done a fantastic job of vocallizing that point though Shaun. Do you remember all the times you talked at me for not standing up for myself lol? Between you
Maybe if I talked to the girls... They tend to enjoy life more. Well...it always made ME smile.lol You do tend to make girls(who don't know you of course) feel a bit "awkwardly intimidated"lol <TABLE cellpadding=8 width="95%" align=center bgColor=#FFF394 class="mb-Body-Quote-Table
Make me hate it Tare me up-push me down Make me scream and I'll be satiated. Tare my heart out If I cry, it's alright I'm in need of a hand to feed my doubt. Chain me closer let me feel how the steel cuts my skin like the knife was supposed to. Leave me broken in a heap on the floor as I strain to
Your made up pronunciation was stolen...you should sue. ~Zoo NOOO!!!! Mrs. Conkel can be my witness-it was mine and no one elses!
Mmm...beautiful and sad. This is good, Kendra, that it is. Thank you Shaun. You are too good to me. This poem has a haunting quality about it and it lingers in the memo
This is how I Want to remember us. like the smell of the rain on the fall leaves different from any other kind of rain. and I still need it more. This is how I Want to remember us. the same way I remember being completely lost in the dark praying that I won't fall down This is how I Want to remember us. like the color whit
Imagine if you will, that those razors run through your soul...each and everytime you think about certain things. thank you At least pain is easier to bear if someone is
Oh, come now...we're all adults here. I don't see how being 18 magically made ANYONE an "adult".
Imagine for a moment what it feels like to have heart shaped razors dancing a tango through your stomach. Does it hurt? Not nearly as much as it should. Let's continue. Now think of a hope no a regret same thing so it doesn't matter-don't hurt yourself. Calmly set them both-or none-ablaze. Don’t bother calling the Stoutsville Fire Department it’s far too
I mean oral sex is fun and all EEWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gross Shaun.
Be my guest, Costlow. ooh yeah! controversy among the intellectuals! I live for times like these...*sigh
I believe the more taboo one you used was "eat me" which is way too sexually suggestive. I say a fond "thank you" to the naivity of homeschooling for that awkward phrase. <TD class="mb-Body-Quote-Te
Anywho, I believe Conkel's class was one of the best parts of senior year...I'm not sure we actually learned anything, just discussed our elitist attitude. Ah yes...still one of my favorite memories. I miss reading All Quiet(All Keyette) lol. ABARACADABRA! WHOOHOO!
Well, I can assure you I didn't assemble myself from the ether...or did I? Well, I wasn't there, so your existence is only a theory to me.
That's good. Because you shouldn't be allowed to do so if you can't master spelling the words first. I feel the need to revive that old taboo phrase "bite me" for some odd reason...
You can see right through me can't you? ...ish. lol RabbidMonkey86 that's umm...an interesting phenomenon.
Brandon's a black and white kind of guy. No shades of grey for him. Oh I know a few shades of gray with Brandon...little ones but they are still there lol. You too? Hmm
I'm not sure about all that grand scheme...but I will admit to my own weaknesses I always find myself wondering if God planned for me to screw up so he could use it for good in the end...you know? Like, if God knows everything before we do it, but He also gives us the power of choice, how exactly does
I've been lazy long before Jeffers True... I'm the one that's always right. And f you HAD a fault, it would be humility lol <TABLE ce
Oy, digging up stuff from 3 years ago? Jeez, Kendra...don't you have homework or class or something? If we ever meet in person, I will kick you for that. And NO I don't have homework...I DID MINE! You, however need to stop procrastinating or watching the moon or whatever and do your studies. lol
Yeah, you can say that again...or not so much a mistake as a regret. both hurt and both may never fade with time. Sometimes we need to welcome the pain to better understand God's perfect plan..or just His way of making good out of something horrible. Whatever it is, there's a reason.
Me too, hence the poem. Jeffers may be the one encouraging you, but DON'T LISTEN TO HIM! listen to me...I am always right, and I say that you need to do your work little boy!
Everything makes sense when nothing makes sense. Except of course why the plural of foot is feet and not foots. But, I won't get too testy about the various phonetical mistakes in the english language lol