It's weird how, sometimes, life goes in a complete circle. At least, that's what mine did recently. About 6 months ago, Tommy and I split up. He'd returned to Phoenix on Aug. 15, and that was the last time I saw him until 3 weeks ago. I was left in Mayer with his cousin Ron, who was a total, utter jerk. One warm, Saturday afternoon, I found myself sitting on the
I've done it!!!! I'm freeing myself from this miserable existance that I've called a life for the last year. Once and for all! I got in contact with a shelter, and will be going there tomorrow. Unbenounced to Tommy, he doesn't know a thing. Neither does Ron. My biggest concern, over my ownself, was my kitties. I love them dearly, and departing from the on
I don't know what Ron's problem is. He's turned out to be as much of a butthole as Tommy. He's no better. Though, to ask him , he'll tell you that he's so much better. Anyway, for some reason, Ron's got something stuck up his butt, and has had it for the last couple of days. I know he dislikes my cats, that's a certain, because he's expresse
Well, here's the scoop. Tommy continually keeps in touch with me, on a daily basis, whether or not I like it. We kind of got into some heated arguements last week, and on one such day, I hung up on him. He left a msg that he'd be coming up in 2 weeks to get his stuff...the furnature and the computer...leaving me with nothing! He would do such a mean thing too
I haven't written in a couple of days because I've been busy trying to get my new site up for my Keen business. It's a site geared toward men (geez I don't know why I bother huh? lol). Anyway, it's pretty graphical for them. But, I'm hoping that it helps promote myself and get a little more business. It's rough when you're stuck in the middle of no-where-land with
You're in a terrible situation. What men do to women is outrageous. I know how hard it is when you've been burned by a man (if you've read my blogs, you'd know). I feel for you. No, you can never trust even the man you're married to. They can act so sweet an innocent, and then all of a sudden they're using you for all you've got, and punishing you for no reason other than to make themselves feel better. Why are there so many men like that out t
I went out for a little while. Mary, a sweet lady from church, brought me to get my prescription that I had brought to Safeway last week. Anyway, we were out for quite awhile. Geez you'd think pharmacies can get their act together! I got there and asked for my prescription. Now, I'd brought it in last week, and they said that I could pick it up today. Ok, so I
The other night, I was on the phone until the wee hours of the morning w/ a g/f of mine. I was in the bathroom, just sitting there, (trying with all my might to pee w/ a somewhat difficult discrection) and all of a sudden, the door opens. Ron had no common decency to knock on the closed door. Now, normally, the door stands open when it's not in u
Hey, everyone. I am back after a short hiatus. As you can tell by the title of my article….I am THREW, done…finished kaput with that man, Tommy. For the 3rd time in the last two weeks, he’s been in the hospital…YET AGAIN. Yes, milking the system out here. I called him….that is just the concerned Christian in me coming out. Why? Why do I care so much. I canno
I have so enjoyed reading the comments. It's been a couple of days since I've written. Yes, I took time to do the things I've wanted to do. I have been writing my book, that I never got to because "whathisface" (lol) never allowed me to. Actually yesterday alone I wrote 6,000 words. I've been asked about my finding a job. Well, let me reiterate
Everyone is right. Don't give into the peer pressure. In the end, you'll regret it. Beleive me. I was 16 once....gave into the peer pressure, and only caused myself more pain in my life than I should have had because of it. Then you'll be labeled if you give in. Yes boys think about sex continuously, but they do like a girl who gives them a challenge, and one that doesn't just give it out, just to give it out. If you want to be married someday,
Madd~ness, thank you for your comment also. I certainly intend on no longer enabling him. That's why I stayed up here in the first place. There wasn't any way I was going down to Phoenix with no place to go. I'm so thankful that I was whispered to in my spirit to just stay put. He's got to deal with this on his very own now. As I've mentioned, his cousin Ron, told me last night that I can stay here as long as I want. So, ok that'll be good. Ju
Karma Girl, thank you for your comment. Yes I realize it's fraud. I'm going to let him sweat this out...being down there alone for awhile. I've made up my mind....he's got to prove, yes, that he can get a job once and for all. I'm going to stall myself in getting down there. No, I won't go there UNTIL he gets on his feet. That is, if he can. And, yes, he definately is using me for money. We'll see when the tables are turned that
Update: He said that the hospital was going to try to find him a shelter. Ok, that's fine. Now he wants me to sell EVERYTHING. How? I can't advertise in the papers...I don't have the money. Besides, why would I want to sell the computers? I don't know what his problem is...but I'm not sure if I want to return to him...or I just might take my darn lil ol' swe
It's been 20 hours since I last heard from Tommy. Geez, why do I worry? I'm not sure if he's been admitted to the hospital like he thought. Of course, he can't call me because it would look bad after he's relayed his sob story about me. But, then, again, he could have had to sleep on the street, or in the waiting room all night. I half expected to get
I believe that you are right, Janders. Thank you for your comment. That he is.... a loser . I'm glad I've finally come to the conclusion BEFORE we get married, don'tchya say? Geez, I must be blind.
My oh my, I'm not keeping up with my blogs checking if anyone's commented. Thank you Ravenblack. Yes, that's quite true that ppl tend to forget the 2nd half. And, apparently, my so-called fiance has forgotten that, or just simply doesn't care about that half. And, also, thank you for welcoming me.
Yesterday, I felt bad that I had gone off about my fiancé, Tommy, in my frustration the other day. As you remember, he had left for Phoenix, yesterday. He had no place to go, and I felt bad that he had to spend the night sleeping on drywall in an unfinished building. I felt bad that he didn’t have that much money left to eat on. And I felt bad that he was down t
This morning, Tommy, my fiance, left for Phoenix. Now, I know, the other day, I complained about him ( I was just frustrated...which I regret feeling that way now), but when it boils down to it, I love him dearly. I may not be seeing him for 2 weeks. I feel bad because he went down there with no place to actually live. By God's grace, he has found a building
Today is Kurt's trial, the guy that got us moved up here. A month ago, he had an appearance before the Prosecuting Attorney. We were there when he arrived at the courthouse. Now, he saw us from afar, which probably set his anger in motion. Anyway, he came in and said, 'I guess I have to appear before this lady.' He was laughing like it was all just a huge jo
Talk about frustrating! My fiance, who, mind you, might not be soon, is such a hypochondriac. He went this morning to DES, but had no way to get home, so he faked having chest pains. Well, now, they kept him in the hospital. I hate it whenever he's in the hospital because he thinks he's king crap. If I don't do what he says, he gets all huffy. He's called li
Can you imagine living in a small studio-type apartment with two men and one woman? It's very crowded, to say the least. And, privacy...there isn't any. So, ok, it was supposed to be for only two weeks. That was almost a month and a half ago. It's getting quite old. It all started out that my fiance and I moved from Mesa, AZ to a little bitty town
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