Your entire post is nothing but fluff. And by fluff I mean cr&p.
Do what you want to do. No one here cares.
Don't try to justify yourself by others agreeing to what you are doing.
You should have more self respect than that. You should be more grounded in what you, yourself, believe.
If you think what you are doing is right and correct, then just shut up and do it.
After all...
Who, other than God, is going to gainsay you?