RE: An Old Article I didn't know about
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Reply By: carebear07 Posted: Saturday, September 04, 2004
It's kinda funny how people come to you with their problems with Brandon. lol. But hey, at least I haven't asked you what to do about him. You just kinda come upon me with your advice when I don't even ask for it. lol. But, hey, thanks anyways. Yeah, itsn't she nerve racking though? lol. Yeah, me and Sam can't stand her! I can almost say that I hate her, just because of all the crap and bs she's put me through. I think she's the main reason for my depressed moods lately. So, I take it she's not the only girl that calls you?? j/w. I don't know, one of these days i might strangel her or something. I dunno. lol
This is fucking lovely. I DON'T CARE HOW LONG AGO THIS WAS. i just discovered this article today. and i would just like you all to know that i'm just so happy that you all talked about me like this. I'm crying by the way because when i wrote controversy, controversy i had no clue that this article existed. well you know what, screw all of you. Alex, i'm sorry i bothered you but you were the only person that would listen to me. I don't have friends okay, alex, well at least i didn't back then. NONE of you know the hell that was going on my life at that point in time. I attempted suicide about a week after this happened. Luckily i'm still here. I can't believe this. there is so much to this story that none of you could ever possibly know unless brandon or i tell you. I now understand why brandon was afraid to tell me how he felt. i don't think i'll look at any of you guys the same ever again. Right now i keep telling myself it's in the past, but i'm shaking so hard i can barely type. How could you guys talk about me so harshly? What did i ever do to you guys? Alex, i thought of you as a dear friend, now i'm not even sure what to think. I understand that you feel differently now because of that mushy look in you eye everytime you look at me and brandon together. but i just can't get over this. I now know why i'm so different in you guys eyes. because i don't bs people. I want brandon, okay i'm leaving to call him.... sleep tight in your warm little beds....
It's kinda funny how people come to you with their problems with Brandon. lol. But hey, at least I haven't asked you what to do about him. You just kinda come upon me with your advice when I don't even ask for it. lol. But, hey, thanks anyways. Yeah, itsn't she nerve racking though? lol. Yeah, me and Sam can't stand her! I can almost say that I hate her, just because of all the crap and bs she's put me through. I think she's the main reason for my depressed moods lately. So, I take it she's not the only girl that calls you?? j/w. I don't know, one of these days i might strangel her or something. I dunno. lol
This is fucking lovely. I DON'T CARE HOW LONG AGO THIS WAS. i just discovered this article today. and i would just like you all to know that i'm just so happy that you all talked about me like this. I'm crying by the way because when i wrote controversy, controversy i had no clue that this article existed. well you know what, screw all of you. Alex, i'm sorry i bothered you but you were the only person that would listen to me. I don't have friends okay, alex, well at least i didn't back then. NONE of you know the hell that was going on my life at that point in time. I attempted suicide about a week after this happened. Luckily i'm still here. I can't believe this. there is so much to this story that none of you could ever possibly know unless brandon or i tell you. I now understand why brandon was afraid to tell me how he felt. i don't think i'll look at any of you guys the same ever again. Right now i keep telling myself it's in the past, but i'm shaking so hard i can barely type. How could you guys talk about me so harshly? What did i ever do to you guys? Alex, i thought of you as a dear friend, now i'm not even sure what to think. I understand that you feel differently now because of that mushy look in you eye everytime you look at me and brandon together. but i just can't get over this. I now know why i'm so different in you guys eyes. because i don't bs people. I want brandon, okay i'm leaving to call him.... sleep tight in your warm little beds....
