He took it from me

but I'm taking it back

February 28, 2006 11:14 AM from

He took it from me and it wasn't his to take. My sense of safety, my sense of security. Now I can't sleep at night without checking all the doors and windows. Anytime I hear a noise I think, could it be him again. He took it from me and it wasn't his to take. Now I"m afraid no matter where I go, I don't feel safe in my own home. My once peaceful sleep is now tormented. He took it from me and it wasn't his to take. I worry every day, will my son be safe. will i have to worry about him. Would he really go that far. He took it from me and it wasn't his to take. NOw I toss and turn in sleepless nights, my sleep is tortured, I'm alone, it's dark, is he there. He took it from me and it wasn't his to take. The dogs bark and my skin crawls. I'm constantly looking over my shoulder, checking my drink. He took it from me and it wasn't his to take. My safety, my security, my life, my body.

I'm taking it from him. and it's mine to take. I want my security, my safety, my life, my body. I'm taking it from him and it's mine to take. if only it were that easy, to not be afraid. To feel safe in my home, in my bed, with my son. I'm taking it from him and it's mine to take. To not have to look over my shoulder, to trust, to love.

I'm taking it from him and it's mine to take. oh if only I could.

Ah to sleep again.

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Reply #1 February 28, 2006 11:58 AM from

JoeUser Forums Top

Bad him

But good you, take back what's yours.

Reply #2 February 28, 2006 12:42 PM from

JoeUser Forums Top

I wish it was so simple. But it takes a long process of healing emotionally and physically.

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Reply #3 February 28, 2006 12:48 PM from

JoeUser Forums Top

I didn't mean to imply it was simple, just trying to applaud your apparent commitment to heal.

Reply #4 February 28, 2006 12:50 PM from

JoeUser Forums Top

I didn't think that's what you were implying.. .I was merely... thinking ouloud.

Reply #5 March 3, 2006 7:23 PM from

JoeUser Forums Top

I think this is a great step forward in your healing process. I have some resources that might be able to assist you, if you are interested. Dan knows my email.

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