Well I can't sleep. I have to work at ten, great plan Lisa... Anyway, the day has been kind of drag for me today. I guess I just let things get to me too much. I want everything to work out exactly how I plan it in my head and that isn't the way it is going. I hate school, I hate living at home, and I hate gettin bitched at. They all seem to be not working out for me so well the last couple days. You'll have that I guess. I have been in such a bad mood here lately and I really don't know why. I push great people out of my life to make time for people I barely even know. That definetly can't be good. I just want things to be simple, and easy. It jsut seems like nothing is ever like that. You will have that though. I hope work goes smoothly tomorrow. I think I am goign to go to the y to work out some frustrations after work.. Since of course they aren't getting worked out any other way. I think I need to re evaluate somethings. Take a time out for awhile and see what is really important to me. Maybe then things will be easier.
Always.
Lisa
