The metaphorical rain clouds are rolling in. 

The sun has shone for quite some time now....but all of a sudden the sky has darkened and the winds of lonliness have started to blow.

I always feel this way after we've had a good conversation.  Sometimes I think this separation would be a hell of a lot easier to deal with if we bickered all the time, at least then I'd be glad to have the space and solitude. 

This morning was awesome, but now I want to hug him and touch his face....I want to chill on our patio and watch him grill our dinner...I want smell his skin and his hair... to feel his weight on top of me, feel him inside me....hear his heart beat when I lay with my head on his chest and taste the sweat in his mustache when I kiss him.

I love that man.....I NEED that man. 

*sigh*....this too shall pass.