There was a day

A small step backwards in time.

There was a day when I reveled in playing ball, At 15 I was already 6ft plus and 175 pounds, {this was huge in my day} I ran the hundred yard dash in 9.9 seconds. Fast, very fast.

All lean muscle and a smell for blood on the field.

Believe this or not I was real shy around girls; I had no self-confidence around girls at all.

On the field I was a lion out for blood, around girls I was a dimwit, I could not tell when a girl was interested in me or read any signals at all from them.

My father had died the year I turned 15 and I took my rage out on people, thru ball and fist fighting {yes I was a schoolyard bully} much to my SHAME.

When 17I was “asked to leave school” “for the good of the school”, I got caught with OH MY GOD 2 small joints of boo {pot} and in those days that was considered a real dope addict act.

I decided to enlist and off I went to Parris Island.

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I was a guy. I grew up fast, and then stopped. i was 5'10" in the 9th grade. I never grew another inch.

I was lanky and small. Some others adopted me and protected me, except against RB. A derelict that was 16 in the 8th grade when I was but 13,

Then I met Joe. A somoan. He was great! He liked me and watched out for me! Then there was Jeff. he was WASP and he liked me too.

I never got bulk. I used my wits. And got some bloody lips, never really gave any.

Now we are adults. I am hot shit on a cold platter. But I do have power. Do I take them out?

No. I dont want to be the bullies that betrayed me. I do not.

Should I spike the bitch? No, I will let her lick her chops.

Why?

because I dont play the games any more.

And they hate that more than anything else!

You have your revenge! you are a great man! And they can do nothing about that and it will gall them to the end of their days!

laugh Great man! You have the last one!

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1 by Dr. Guy
Wednesday, May 04, 2005

No. I dont want to be the bullies that betrayed me. I do not.
Should I spike the bitch? No, I will let her lick her chops.
Why?
because I dont play the games any more.
And they hate that more than anything else!
You have your revenge! you are a great man! And they can do nothing about that and it will gall them to the end of their days!
laugh Great man! You have the last one!

wow thanx.. and thank you for the insight intoi your past. you too are a good man and "man" is not something I throw around lightly.

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wow thanx.. and thank you for the insight intoi your past. you too are a good man and "man" is not something I throw around lightly.

We are what made us. Not those who thought to belittle us.

You are better than 99% of all men. Your testament is your wife and those that love you.

I will be eventually rated as well. But it will not be by the little players.

it will be by those I have touched. And in that, I hope I do well.

I hope to be as good as you! And Mano as well!

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3 by Dr. Guy
Wednesday, May 04, 2005

ummmmmm I have news for you doc. YOU ALREADY ARE!

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I hope to be as good as you! And Mano as well!

OMG...that was very touching Doc... thanks for the vote of confidence. It's nice reading something like that first thing in the morning!
You are a great guy Doc... don't ever put yourself down!

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