Well, you all know about me and the Airforce...But I have to have just about a perfect record crime wise...Speeding tickets, and other things that are Bad....So I dont speed..I dont drink...But it is horrible because It effects my everyday life. Every decison I make could spell bad things...Like prom...well I think you all know about that....it is going to be awesome but at the same time I have to be aware about all of the little and the big decisons I make. When I was talking to the Airforce recruter I had to go through a series of questions...like do I have a kid, am I married, have I ever done any drugs, and so on....So I have to be just like a perfect kid until Febuary 1 of 2007. I really want to do this but I dont want to put anyones lives in my hands were it could come back at me and really hurt me in the long run. This is something that I want to do...I dont want to make some stupid decison and be done. My dad is really thinking of the long run for me....That is why I cant take anyone to prom....I am just about 900% sure I am not going to get into a series realtionship....just for that fact. If I go to do something wrong or you guys dont think I should do it....Tell me ASAP. Because I am only human just like the rest of you. I need to make sure that I am not stupid for one minute and screw my life up. So if you guys and girls dont mind...at least the ones who know me...make sure I dont do anything stupid...You will have my enternal thanks. It is really getting to me because everything I do I have to really think about....The stress is building on me and it will continue to build..so if I get mad or angry at you dont worry about it....Plus I am sorry if I do...I and not going to mean to but it is just really bugging me.
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