My schedule has changed a lot since school has started and it leaves me very little free time. Besides school I have been following a very strict work out session. So daily I get up between 5-6 and start my day. I normally go to bed around 8 ish. Okay i know I am turing into my grandmother but it works better for me I guess.
My addiction to tv has also come to an end. I steer clear from it as much as possible. Just thought I would let you know
I have also been steering clear of going out and of guys and my life is now on an upward beat. Im gettin in shape, studying, and sleeping right. I guess it is about time. So I know your thinking when does ur time for play come in.. Welp this weekend! I am goign to pick up cate with lizzy tomorrow and I am so excited to see her and talk to her about everything that has been going on. I am also excited to see ou because I have never been there before. Maybe I will get to run into an old friend.. Prolly not, but it was worth mentioning.
So I hate my history professor. Yes, she is a spawn of the devil if I have ever saw one. So I dont attend class ever unless there is a test, something due, or something I find is taxing enough to sit through her monatone and bitchy lecture. I am also tired of being kicked off line. I know dial tone is the thing of the past, but I am not a gamer, and I dont spend a shit load of time online anymore. Not to say that there is anything wrong with people that do spend a lot of time on here or playing games or what not, but I really think our culture needs to move away from the computer screen for a little while. I dont remember the last time I got a letter in the mail, and I think it would shock me if I did.
I feel so much better about myself that I have been doing more things lately then just sitting around and sleeping. I feel so energized and alive. I would encourage anyone and everyone to do something for themselves to make them feel better. I think just a five minute walk outside or maybe a short backyard basketball game will get you going.
Kudos to people leaving dead end jobs. If you don't like where you work, and you dread working there, its prolly not good for you. I know some people live paycheck to paycheck and depend on these jobs to live, but seriously people if it makes you so down that you can't stand yourself outside of work then dont work there! Trust me you will find another job making 5.25 that could possibly make you happier. If not, Keep looking!
Something else I feel the need to address. I am in a bit of turmoil over a situation. I feel bad for a friend that has gotten herself into a bit of trouble. I don't think she realizes she is there. I can't tell her what I think because she seems happy. She doesn't see what we see. Maybe she will see it in the future, but what if that is to late? Who decides that. I always said I would stick by my friends, but when do you just give up?
Thats all for now. Its been a pleasure.
Always.
Lisa