The story of my life... Lisa meets what she thinks is a really great guy ( which dont get me wrong he is) but there is always a catch. Not saying that i expected anything at all from anyone, it would have just been nice to get to know someone well around the holidays. I wish this person the best... and hope he gets everything he wants.... and I hope she realizes she is a lucky girl..

So why am I so nice about this? Sometimes I ask myself that very question. I really dont know.. I always think of mean things after the fact, things i would never in my life say. I guess we all do that. People always complain and are upset when they break up or something happens in their relationships, but what they need to realize is they should feel lucky and priviledged that someone cares enough about them to love them, and fight with them, and forgive. I guess that is what growing up is all about; realizing what you want, and what you take for granted.

So enough about my issues... I had a great time hanging out with friends last night. I would have never believed Josh Luke new soo much... Call me judgemental but wow he is really smart. We all got together and went to hooters and i watched Garrett pick at his chicken wings. Kayos to waitresses telling us their life story.. I really didnt feel sorry for her at all, but I guess everyone has to vent.

So as of now. I am going to let things be and stay away from guys for awhile. It feels good to vent.. Hope u enjoyed

Always.
Lisa