Judging by the story behind it, you put a decent bit of thought into your answer.
(Puts gloves on, cracks knuckles)
As for your romantic situation... perhaps the best thing to do (Given the physical seperation that plagues you both) is to take a break from one another. I'm not saying to completely lock her out, step out on the street and kiss the first girl you see, no, that would never work out, especially for someone as passionate as yourself. What I'm saying is that if she's not willing to talk to you now, don't pressure her to. Let her come back of her own will, she will in time.
As for your internal struggle, whilst I do share your philosophy that all of us are born with a preset destiny, I think you and I disagree on whether or not we can control it. Quite frankly, from what I've come to gather, what you believe will happen, and what you believe is going to happen, often will, simply because you let it. Similarly, what you believe you can do, you often can achieve with greatness, with a little effort. I'm not trying to be a missionary and "convert" you to my beliefs. If I was a missionary, I doubt I would get along with anybody on these forums (Except maybe Ryat). All I'm saying, by letting things happen, you get a sense of security out of knowing what will happen next, but if you take activism and put your say into what will happen next, the outcome will be totally different.
But, again, that's just my say in a matter that's not my business. On a side note, notice how This is now Your personal Chatroom? Not to be ancy, but do you like it like this, or can I bring back the Forum game that was?
Xer0 \^/
