Sorry I haven't written since the last time. This have been really busy around the house with the new kitchen and Christmas. Thank God that everything went okay for the holidays. Tonight I went to a movie with LIz(Happy I mentioned ur name), cate, and jen. Than after the movie liz had to go home because of the damn cerfew.. Sorry you missed out on our chat at WH and at my house. Ca lte, Jen, and I had a great discussion about things and its a wonder it didnt happen sooner. I can honestly say that if I was any closer to you guys i may actually sufficate and its going to kill me when u go back to school cate!

About my last entry. It seems like everyone has different views on sex, but it basically puts everyone in the same place. Its either your going to do it or your not going to do it. Simple as that. No one can make the choice for you and no one but you can live with the consequences. I feel like im stuck between a rock and a hard place on this subject. I have came to a conclusion about the matter. Its either I do it and deal with the consequences or I let it go. Do I want to let him go. No, but am I ready to fall on my face for him, no. I guess its a chance you have to be willing to take. That is all I am going to say on the matter, and I will let you know how things end up.

What have I learned this year? Well, I have learned that I have to start making decisions for myself, and I have to accept myself for who I am, and most importantly keep your friends close and your enmies even closer. I wish everyone a happy new year, and the best of luck enbarking on growing yet another year older and letting yourself let go of today and living for tomorrow. Thanks for reading!

Always.
Lisa