So, yesterday i went shopping with my mom and i showed her the massage chair i want. She really liked it so im pretty sure i'll be getting it for christmas, and she'll use it too. When i got home i tried to get a hold of zack, but he wasnt home....i did a while later tho and went over to his house.he burned me a cd, like he said he would (thx ) then for no apparent reason, he wouldnt give me the cd he had just burned, or the one he burned it from...i decided it wasnt really worth it bc i had to leave. just b4 i left he gave in and gave me the cds.then i was off to get anona, but more on that in a min... So this morning, i got online and soon he did too. he started out by saying he felt bad about yesterday, then went into how it seems like im using him...and when i told him i wasnt and that im sorry i dont feel like theres anything between us, that made him think i was using him more. I was just trying to be honest. So then, he says its good to know, and so he wont be bothering me anymore-meaning he dosent want ot hang out anymore. So, there goes a friend, but i guess to him i was never a friend...thanks again, zack

anyways-back to last night...I leave zacks house, but anona hasnt called so i just go homeand wait... meanwhile, roxanne and her bf, ari borrowed my cell phone and my dad wants to call his mommy on it, and he's demanding i get it back. the reason theyre borrowing it is so that rox can tell her mom shes staying at my house, when in fact shes staying at ari's house bc his rents are out of town.finally i get my dad to not care that much about it for the night but he wants it in the morning....like i was to get it last night and give it to him when i get up. lucky for me, i was able to stay in bed till they were gone. so i still dont know how this is gonna play out...i suppose ill need to go get it sometime today. K- by now, anona has called, so i go get her and the cell phone.(rox brought it there bc she couldnt get a hold of me, but she knew i would be going to anona's at some point) Me and anona bring the phone to ari's then we finnally get going to ryans. I havent seen ryan in way too long so it was good to see him again. him and his little brothers were going to the hot tub at their apts so they were kinda kicking us out i said something to ryan and i think he actually got pissed...and now i feel bad....ryan-r u mad? so then anona and i left to go towards home, but we didnt want to quite yet, so we stopped by at kelli's. I got to see the dog i might get!! im watching it starting day after tommorrow!! im very excited

so after a little bit of that, anona went home and i headed over to Eli's. after my being psychic (read last post) hottie luke suggests we go take some bong rips. obviously, everyone is down, so off we go. we all got REAL high...and then they wanna play a little more poker, but i dont bc i cant spend/lose money, but more on that in a min. then we go play foosball, and soon enough start to watch a movie. if i watch a movie, i fall asleep, so after a while, i had to go.just as im leaving, leif comes up the drivewaywith a bag of food and a big box of dunkin donuts...too bad i missed out.

so anout the money thing....i need to save up like $700 by this summer...my best friend, aria, told me yesterday that her mom is getting a package thing for a cruise to the bahamas...w/ free hotel for a week in florida, free rental car too, and free passes to disney world.it costs $1400 and her mom is paying for $700, so if i'm the only other person its gonna cost me $700 and also a way to get to florida.So now i need to stop spending money all together...i need to save it all, bc at the rate i get money, its gonna be a loooonng time b4 i get that much.