So I feel like I should def. get laid soon... lol... But im serious everyone is doing it... Not to jump on the band wagon or anything. I just feel like I have so many chances to be intimate with people, and I just pass them up.. Is that ok? Is there something wrong with me? Am I so afraid to be hurt that I am going to withstand a good time with someone I could actually someday care about. This is my delima.. Lisa likes boy... Not so sure how boy feels about Lisa. Boy is nice and sweet and funny. Boy knows what boy wants. Lisa knows what boy wants. Lisa was never attracted to boy, but as previously stated Lisa dreams about boy... So Lisa recently kissed boy. WOW. Lisa wanted boy but doesnt want to have one night stand with boy, and she doesnt want boy to think bad things of her. Lisa really doesnt want a relationship. Just someone to have concentual sex with anytime and not have sex with other people... that isnt wrong... is it? Boy has lisa's number, but didnt get it from lisa... boy has not called (lisa impatient). So i guess we will see if he calls... Feel free to tell me what u think!
Had a great night with cate. thanks for all the help you are always there to listen. i have no idea what i am going to do when u go back to school. I guess ill be using a LOT of phone minutes and gas!
In other news Christmas is like tomorrow. I am done christmas shopping THANK GOD, too bad i dont have someone to share it well. .Oh well all that brings is DRAMA... I hope the holidays are good and everyone gets what they want.. I know im getting what i want.. Thanks mom for the diamonds...
Also Im begining to wonder if everyone is right about an ex. Will he forgive and forget? I guess we will someday see... Ill keep u posted
Always.
Lisa